I really don’t know what it is. For the past five or six months now, things have been so good with us. But lately it’s like you’ve forgotten about me. Don’t get me wrong, I really do understand that you have a lot going on right now, and I told you, I’m with you & I support you 100%, however … We don’t have much time together, but yet it seems like that doesn’t matter to you. I was close by to you for a weekend, and it’s like you didn’t even try to see me. It seemed as if it didn’t matter wether we met up or not. And then, you have time to hang out with your friends, yet you can’t take 3 minutes out of your “busy schedule” to text me and let me know that you’re gonna be occupied with friends so you’ll talk to me later. I’ve seen you on Facebook and Instagram, yet you can’t pick up that thing and text me? It’s putting me on an emotional roller coaster and I think I’m just about ready to get off. I really don’t know what it is. If you say you feel the same way I do about you, then why am I even feeling like this? Because this is not how I should feel if everything you’ve said to me is true. You can’t just leave me hanging, because I don’t deserve that. The last time I heard from you was Sunday morning - today is Wednesday. Now, I am left lost & confused.
Why must you make me feel so doubtful at times? ……..
No emotions = no attachments
Seriously though. It’s MY turn now.
Yes, he is mine now. No longer yours, but m i n e.
FINALLY got onto a computer :)
So, I’ve been told for quite some time now, to join the tumblr world … and here I am. I am fairly new to this so forgive me if I have no idea what I am doing. lol Can’t remember the last time I actually “blogged” … probably back when Xanga was still poppin ;) hahaha ages ago! I must admit though, it feels good to be writing again. I usually do keep a journal just so I can write, doodle, and all that good stuff. But then, moving along with the technological world, I decided to start writing on my laptop (which is currently under repair right now). first tumblr post of 2013! woohoo, cheers to that! I guess we’ll see how far I get with this. lol ttfn!